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we cant help everyone,but everyone can help someone [11 Mar 2006|12:21pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Okay so lets see whats been going on in life.......work school hang out with cassie yea that about covers my day to day life  pretty good lol ....ummm we went to the  club  last month and i dressed all girly that was fun no one saw it coming and when i say girly  i mean Girly dont believe me just look at the main picture..... it was alot of fun nay went with us and im pretty sure she  had a good time  dancing away  we were out  till really late but all was fun......beca is home for a couple weeks its the last time she will be home for awhile so weve been hanging out its fun i get lots of laughs from thoes times. She isnt the only one who came home eaither kelsi came home for like a day  so me her and beca went to the cubby hole the other ngiht and  just  hung out and laughed  alot majorly at beca cuz she she was being weird as hell  then yesterday after my one and only pointless class b4 spring break me jeremy and cassie came to my house had lunch with nanny and then off to the car wash and let me tell u its going to store cuz i washed my car, and vacumed it and everything!!!! same with cassie and jeremy its shocking what ya can do with nice weather then we went to auto zone and then to dunkin where cassie windows wouldnt work so we went to  kids and 2 hours later still not knowing what was wrong we go to leave and they decided to work  all because of a coil in the door  it was the cars way at getting back at cassies for hitting a big ass pot hole. then we went to dinner  at perkins  pretty good food  awsome service  and it accomplished another thing off my  things to  accomplish list then cassie dropped  me  back off at my house and went home because she started to not feel that good and then i went out with courtney and beca  cuz courtney is home too so yea we went to  dunkin to grab caffine for me i almost ran into a whore(extra crispy) so yea i backed up cuz i didnt  trust myself and then went out  said hi  to dory, chad, nick,steve alot of the cars were out  cuz it was nice so yea i was corrupting court and beca cuz they had never  been to dunkin at night  so niieve lol  but  hmmm i think thats all thats goind on other then cassies birthday coming up were going to the city  and have fun but i think thats about it for now so adios!

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Everyday an Angel touches your life... [29 Jan 2006|11:34pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Okay so I am in a writing mood I dont know why but I am so lets see where it takes us...

Lets see where to begin.... Lets begin on friday thats when the writing  mood started.  Schools been going okay but  friday my 11:00 teacher cancelled class  because he had a meeting to go to so I was free from 10-3 so cassie asked me if I wanted to take a ride with her to the cemetary I said okay and off we went...We kinda got side tracked and ended up going to  another cemetary b4 the one we were actually heading too. We ended up going to the poughkeepsie  rural cemetary first  and I remembered that my friend melissa was buried there I had not been to where she was buried after she died because  neither of my parents would bring me  and  once I started to drive I could bring myself to drive there  I couldnt do it  alone so yea after we went to where cassies grandparents were we went in search of where my friend melissa was. I kinda knew where she was  I was only one section off from where she is.

      Its been five years  since she died I didnt think it had been that long it doesnt feel like that long at all..... I still think about her .She was one of thoes angels that touch peoples life  for the better . Its weird though because I think all these years I really didnt believe she had died I had dis- belief  but after being there I relized she really was gone and it hurt all over again like the day I found out she had passed away.  I really do miss her I miss the little things about her. Her personallity  she never  judged anyone  for there looks or  how they acted she loved everyone. In the little time I had as her friend I learned a great deal form her.

    I learned  not to give up when things get bad. To never judge someone  by  whats on the outside  Most of all just love the life your given and live it for yourself and for thoughs who have  left  us too soon.... Im thinnking that after  I  can catch up with my emotions I may like to go back and bring a new bear  to her she may like that I think  but I will have  to ask cassie cuz  I cant bring myself to drive there so we shall see...

 On to different things.... Friday night me and cassie went to see brokeback mountain all iwill say is I hate  how  narrow minded and hompphobic people really are  I willl say it was a really good movie and i suggest everyone reagrdless of sexual oreintation and  age go see it....I t was nice being able to go see a movie with cassie a perfect date if you will

 Last night  thought me and jeremy went to play pool to kill time  till cassie got off work I  wont 4 games to his 3  so i  kicked his ass :) only problem was my waitress (not cassie) was a complete asshole she ignored her customers  to just stand arond looking stupid i felt like smacking her cuz  all you see is cassie busting her ass while  monika or however its spelled did nothing whats wrong with this picture???? so yea we  were going to try to go to the wave last night if cassie got out early enough but yea didnt happen cuz she didnt get out until almost 2 so instead  we went and got food with sara scott and danielle lots of laughs at that table I would tell you all the laughs but  they shall remain at that table.

  I will tell you this though the bitch who took my job at K&D now works there I was pissed to see her and the looks she kept giving us and the look she  gave  to cassie as we were leaving  is the kinda look thats going to get her ass kicked  how ill love that especially if im there to watch or participate  I hated her in school and i hate her more now 

My uncle aunt and my cousin and his girlfriend all stopped by today i as a surprise which rocked cuz i havent seen them in awhile cuz they live upstate but they were   going home from my cousin lacey house and decided to stop by   it was good seeing them today it made  it a good day  i didnt want to go to work  though so i was like 20 mins late lol.

I am excited about something i think pretty big ....my family got an invite to my twins cousin birthday party  i know you all like yea who cares and all but the big thing  that makes it exciting is  cassie was invited its the first family function that  will happe n and having her reconized as my fiancee  rather then my gf they are accepting us  and it  make me really happy  and im glad my cousin kristen is more mature then my cousin keely so yea hope its a good thing  i think it will be and im totally excited to see how it goes....

Thats all for now  though cuz im not going to get into work it sucks as always school is okay though math xl wont download to my comp right  which is pissing me off   and my history class is bullshit but other then that life is good i have decided what im going to do for all of my plans for holidays and special events with cassie so yea....

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IM GOING TO DUTCHESS!!!! [15 Jan 2006|09:22pm]
I just thought id let everyone know that im joining all of you crazy people at dutchess ill be there mon wed and friday so maybe ill see you all ::nay and jo jo:: let me know when your both there and just maybe we can hang out woohoo for school
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[15 Jan 2006|11:04am]






Which Character from The L Word are You???




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how freaky are you in bed im a 52 [05 Jan 2006|12:23am]
Body: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13)

AND NO CHEATING!

SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST!

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.....

1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
(A)A LIGHT COLOR
(B)THEY CHANGE COLORS
(C)A DARK COLOR

2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD...
(A)SEDUCE THEM
(B)JUST CHILL
(C)CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE THEM

3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER?
(A)RAINY
(B)THUNDERSTORM
(C)SUNNY
(D)CLOUDY

4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT?
(A)STRAWBERRYS
(B)CHERRYS
(C)GRAPES
(D)PEACHES
(E)KIWI

5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS....
(A)NIGHT
(B)DAY

6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR?
(A)FALL
(B)SUMMER
(C)SPRING
(D)WINTER

7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?


8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?


9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE...
(A)ASTRO VAN
(B)ON THE ROOF OF A BUILDING
(C)PARK
(D)ON A AIR PLANE
(E)PARENTS ROOM
(F)ALL OF THE ABOVE

10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE?
(A)SPRINT/CINGULAR
(B)VERIZON
(C)T-MOBILE/NEXTEL
(D)PAY PHONE
(E)CRICKET
(F)SUNCOM
(G)BOOST

11.PICK AN ANIMAL
(A)LION
(B)LIZARD
(C)SNAKE
(D)MONKEY

12.PICK A TOPPING
(A)CHOCLATE SYRUP
(B)HONEY
(C)WHIP CREAM
(D)NUTS

13.WHICH WAY?
1. UP
2.DOWN
3.SIDEWAYS

NOW THINK OF THE PERSON YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON OR A PERSON WHOSE ASS YOU JUST WANNA SMACK=========


***ANSWERS****
1.
A.LIGHT COLOR (4)POINTS
B.CHANGE COLORS (5)POINTS
C.DARK (4)POINTS

2.
A.SEDUCE THEM (5) POINTS
B.JUST CHILL (2)POINTS
C.CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE (4) POINTS

3.
A.RAIN (3) POINTS
B.THUNDERSTORM (5) POINTS
C.SUNNY (3) POINTS
D.CLOUDY (2) POINTS

4.
A.STRAWBERRYS (5) POINTS
B.CHERRYS(4) POINTS
C.GRAPES (3) POINTS
D.PEACHES (4) POINTS
E.KIWI (5) POINTS

5.NIGHT OR DAY?
DAY (3)POINTS
NIGHT (5) POINTS

6.
A.FALL (3) POINTS
B.SUMMMER (4) POINTS
C.SPRING (2) POINTS
D.WINTER (5)POINTS

7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?
HEADBOARD (5)
NO HEADBOARD (2)

8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
LEO-5
VIRGO-5
SCORPIO-5
LIBRA-3
GEMINI-4
ARIES-3
CAPRICORN-3
CANCER-4
PISCES-5
AQUARIUS-4
TAURUS-5
SAGITARIUS-4

9.
A.ASRTO VAN (3) POINTS
B.ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING (4) POINTS
C.PARK (2) POINTS
D.AIR PLANE (5 POINTS)
E.PARENTS ROOM (5 POINTS)
F.ALL OF THE ABOVE (10 POINTS)

10.
A.SPRINT/CINGULAR (5)
B.VERIZON (4)
C.T-MOB./NEXTEL (3)
D.PAYPHONE(1 LMAO!)
C.CRICKET (2)
E.SUNCOM(3)
F.BOOST MOB. (4)

11.
A.LION (5)
B.LIZARD (3)
C.SNAKE (4)
D.MONKEY (3)

12.
A. CHOCLATE SYRUP(3)
B. HONEY (2)
C. WHIP CREAM (5)
D. NUTS (3)

13.
1.UP(2)
2.DOWN(3)
3.SIDEWAYS(5)

NOW ADD THE POINTS UP (FOR THE SLOW ONES)

SCORES!!!!!

25-34= PRIESTS SON/DAUGHTER. MIGHT AS WELL SAVE IT TILL MARRIAGE.

35-49= PRETTY FREAKY BUT THERES STILL A COUPLE OF TRICKS U CAN LEARN... FROM ME.

50-65= TOTAL OUTRAGEOUS FREAK! OMG! CALL ME!!!! NO SERIOUSLY START DIALING!***

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK WITH
THE PERSON YOU THOUGHT OF!

REPOST AS: FREAK in BED TEST, I GOT (YOUR SCORE)

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[13 Dec 2005|02:45pm]

You scored 2 Heterosexuality, 82 Homosexuality, and 35 Asexuality!
You are either gay or bisexual (preferring your own gender) with a moderate to high sex drive.


The higher your score in homosexuality, the more you are attracted to your own gender.


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[13 Dec 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In February xcunt_muffinx21 and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). Last Tuesday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In October I helped magickalmike see the light (8 points). In January I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last week I donated bone marrow to den_of_misery in a life-saving procedure (300 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-380 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!

Sincerely,
k_fearlife_b725

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People Talk the talk but Cant walk the walk [03 Dec 2005|12:29pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Okay so Im writing in my journal once again  and ya know what im really sick of people  running there mouth talking shit acting all big and bad but anit shit with out there girlfriend doing the dirty work for them Iwonder how it feels to talk shit about someone calling them crazy to someone they dont know and then finding out that the person they are talking to  knows the one they are talking about how does it feel to have ur foot shoved in ur mouth????? or starting with that same persons friends dont u know ur signing ur death wish when u do that u make lots of enemys????? I will laugh when ur girl aint around to do the work for u  if ur going to talk the talk u better be prepaired to walk the walk or get ur ass kicked.......

Onto other things did you know sex is great i did :) the best thing is no drugs have to make it fucking awsome for me and my baby i love pbeimg able to please her in so many ways and im happy that others couldnt it makes it special  for us andi know that were going to be together forever  like i planeed i fell for her long ago an im glad shes mine.....

Christmas is fast approching and i got alot of my stuff already (woot!)  im gettign more in the spirit and cant wait  i want penguins and have been banned from buying anything by tink and my mom damn them they  got smart for they kknow id buy them all mwahahahaha  one presant  i gave to myself though i got my ring fixed ....YAY!!!!!!

time to go to work  and hope i dont vcut my finger off  like the part already missing

IM OUT! leave some comment love if u read this

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Fun Fun [13 Nov 2005|03:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Okay so this is my tattoo its not the  best  pic but its  the best I got at the moment the  thing thats fuzzy in the tummy is 2 female symbols  linked together  and i have my friends initials  because she initally  designed it. but anyway that was for my friend who hadnt got to see it yet........

But anyway on to  the past couple saturday I have gone to the wave with my fiancee and had TONS of fun  first time i wore  comfy  but still hott looking cloths I think then last night I decided femm was the look and  shocked tabatha  omg I have a body!  Lol I danced  again surprising cuz usually you have to force me too but  when im with cassie I dont have to....I just start to move yea im not the greatest but there is no one way to dance  thats what I think......... what else is going on  not much I wanna talk about  except im fucking  so happy  im glad I found  my one true love and that im going to spend forever with her......

If anyone can think of anything else that needs to  be said well leave me a comment  and I will write about it but for now im out

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OMG OMG ITS FINALLY REAL! [05 Nov 2005|11:27am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So last night Cassie made me the  happiest person in the world  nad said yes when I asked her to marry me so its official  me  and her are now engadged ring and all  I am the  luckies  person in the world.  She makes me so happy and I am so lucky to hve her and no one will ever come inbetween us ever I am going to take  care of her and make her happy for the rest of my life and I hope all thoes who read this will be happy  for me too.....

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Halloween..... [01 Nov 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | happy ]

okay so hello to everyone how  was everyones halloween? Mine  was pretty good except for one minor thing.....I WAS IN A DRESS! thats right  kayla was dressed as a prom queen sash crown and a long haired wig and  all did i minetion the heels?  other then that the night was awsome  shocked alot of people  with  it  but it seemed to me my girlfriend liked it alot heheheh she was my  prom king  and god  she looked all  hott and shit  as  a pimpin king lol  there are pictures but  yea no one will ever see them  cuz its black mail  but anyway  my brothers costume was interesting the shitty thing is we didnt get any pictures of him   you would laugh  if u saw the  outfit it was deff out there in idea....alot of  people thought my  wig was real  it was pretty funny. Then  after the  night is over me and cassie some  had time to ourselves  and i loved it it was the best  part of the  night  i didnt want her to leave  and i knew she had to but  its a good thing because  when i see her today  i know that i will be  so happy to see her  like there was no time apart thats what makes us  stronger together and  its why we  dont have the need to  be with  other people   we dont need to  see toehrs or do anything with others  were happy together   we know how to treat each other  and  respect one another  thoes are qualities of a  strong couple if u have to see other people or wonder then there is no trust because u wonder what the other is doing i dont have to so i guess i have it all happiness and trust and  one day i will be able to hold her  at ngiht while we sleep  and wake up with her i may not have it now but once i get  to i will never  have to wish again and i will treasure it just like i treasure it  now when i get to  yes im rambling but i understand what my thoughts are and how i feel   and thats all that matters

all anyone needs to understand is:

I love her, im whole when im with her, and i plan to spent  my life with her 

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5 Months and Swedish Fish [26 Oct 2005|11:55am]
[ mood | content ]

Okay so I am updating  my  journal once again so that  every can catch up on  my life (sarah) ... So lately I have been working  like a fuking feen trying to   get enough money to  get  the thing i want to  for cassie for christmas I cant say what it is  cause she reads this but its something big  and i hope  she likes it. 

I really  love her with everything I am  she makes me feel  like a complete person do you know that feeling where one person completes you and your so happy so that  where ur apart  u miss them and cant wait to see them and then where u finally see them you  are so happy  you want to burst? Im like that I wake up missing here go all day  like that and when i see her its like  i wasnt seperated from her and im happy  i love being with her holding her hand or wrapping my arms around her  we dont even have to talk and im happy. 

Monday was our  5 months I cant believe  we ahve been together that long alot of people think its longer but its  not but It feels like i have known her forever  Im so happy days fly by anymore  but anyway  when I saw her  monday night  at our fav place (DUNKIN)  i was  tired from work cuz i was woking with the asshole named jonas  but  i was happy to be there with  cassie kid and katrina and  i brought swedish fish for cassie and learned they are a serious addiction like me and smarties but   cassie and katrina spent way too much time together   and were  going off on inside stuff i found it funny . Katrina lightened her load  in the pocket  of er sweatshirt and  gave  cassie 2 boxes  which she put infront of me. they were for our  aniversary one was a  gold eyebrow ring let me tell u that was god sent  cuz  its  shinny and im not allergic to it yay! and then in the other  box was a shinny ring with a heart  shaped stone its   relly  pretty and i love it  but i wont  wear it on my ring because i broke my last ring but im going to get it fixed but id feel safer with it on my necklace  cuz  then its next to my heart...

Halloween is just around the corner I have to dress so femmy  in a dress and wig and get my nils done oh god help me the funny thing is cassie is dressing as a guy  there will be pictures but  if i can help it no onw is going to see them thats total blackmail! if you want to see them then be there to see it in person  thats all i got to say  lol thought i think  cassie will disagree with that.

My cousin should be coming home soon from iraq it will be a good thanksgiving when he does. I dont know what else to say im missing alot of things im sure but hey im only one person so  ill write more soon  leave some love if u read this

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Not Sure.... [12 Oct 2005|11:33pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

well hello to everyone  havent written on here in awhile but i thought it was hig time too so i am woohoo I wonder if anyone reads this still i doubt it  but oh well i will write away...............

Can you believe Cassie and I have been together almost 5 months already it feels like only yesterday we had our first kiss or she  asked me out  but I am completely happy  and I am never letting her go. She is my shinking star my strength my best friend and love of my life what more can I ask for  God did me justice when he gave me her ......

Anyway what have I been up too lately ...I work alot  trying to get into dutchess for  the  spring semester and then i spent the whole day yesterday with cassie  just the  two of us we went  apple picking and then for my first time  ever  we went pumpkin picking and i got a 30 lbs  pumpkin he is  a  big bastard  but yet he wasnt the biggest go figure  and  we got all muddy climed the apple trees  but had so much fun good memories  Then we went got changed and went to olive garden which was also a first  for me I swear the littlest things make me so happy and being able to go places and do things with cassie is the greatest ever  I want to spend my life with her and  have  theses memories be the begining of  so many  wonderful memories. She is my soul mate......

I got my tattoo too its so cute i love it its a little penguin with  two female symbols  linked in its tummy and its on my  hip I have had it for about 2 weeks now and  it didnt hurt i didnt cry scream flinch nothing i was the  extreme dyke hurray cassie  was so proud she was there  the  entire time  holding my hand  she amazes me......

Plus Im very proud of her  she got 2 of her mid term grades back and they were very high passing grades  I knew she could do it  only needed motivation and thats what im going to give her  plus I promised if she passed them all I would cook her dinner I wonder what I should make hmmm......  And that means  I have to get her 2 more roses too cuz every time she  passed a big exam she gets a single red rose  to show her  how much i love her and how proud I am of her

But  its time to go for now if you are still reading this leave me a comment  ot show me u r if  not then i may just stop writing

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Out of the 10 things ive never done...... [26 Aug 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | content ]

Okay so i havent  updated in awhile so i just thought i would update a little  everythig with cassie is going well  celebrated 3 months  the other day i honestly couldnt believe  its been 3 months it feels like the day we started going  out  minus the thump and she falls to the hood of her car  giggling lol but anyway......

IWent to the fair yesterday with cassie and jeremy  it was fun then  we went  to  see march of the penguins and the skelaton key it was s0o0o0o0o sad i cried not even joking but  all in all it  was a good day.......

not much going on  in life spend alot of time with cassie( makes my day) and i work and sleep  lol

Id  like to say that i have accomplished with some help most of my  summer goals list let  me remind you what was on that list.....

1.  Eat at Denny's

2.  Go on a  Picnic

3.  Go to Perkins

4.  Go camping

5.  Go on a boat

6.  Slow dance with someone  (cassie)

7.  Try Pineapple

8. Try coconut

9.  go off roading

10.  To fall asleep in cassie's arms  .....

the  only things now to  accomplish  is to go off roading, slow dance, eat at perkins, and go on a boat not bad right????  im so proud so for all thoes who helped mainly cassie thanks  and also  if you still read this comment and leave me love and ill make sure that i  write more often to kepp u posted on my boring  life  or better yet join myspace its the root of evil but so much fun!

 

that reminds me there is a  little bastard who said some nasty ass shit my  my girl if  u know who it is or  wanna  fuck with them  back   here is the convo and thier sn im blocking out cassies because i dont wat to  let certain people have it  and before i put it here she  started the  convo saying hi cassie so she knows who she was when  the person imed her the pink is the stalker

 

x SkyWa1ker x [3:19 AM]:  why not
x SkyWa1ker x [3:19 AM]: 
your not gay
 why wont you tell me who this is if you know me?
x SkyWa1ker x [3:21 AM]:  we have kissed before
x SkyWa1ker x [3:21 AM]: 
u dont remember
  ok 
that still doesnt tell me who the hell you are
x SkyWa1ker x [3:25 AM]:  i lick ur twat for christ's sake
  yeah ok
x SkyWa1ker x [3:26 AM]:  i did
x SkyWa1ker x [3:26 AM]: 
u came all over the place
thats nice...thats funny cuz only two people have been able to do that and you sure as hell aint one of them
x SkyWa1ker x [3:27 AM]:  ill lick ur shit up good for you baby
x SkyWa1ker x [3:27 AM]: 
wanna meet now
 no
x SkyWa1ker x [3:28 AM]:  not horny
 no
x SkyWa1ker x [3:28 AM]:  why
x SkyWa1ker x [3:28 AM]: 
not
x SkyWa1ker x [3:29 AM]: 
u already finger that shit
whatever dude
x SkyWa1ker x [3:30 AM]:  how come ur being mean to me
x SkyWa1ker x [3:30 AM]: 
im a dudettge
x SkyWa1ker x [3:30 AM]: 
dudeete
x SkyWa1ker x [3:30 AM]: 
dont u remember meeting me at dunkin
 cuz i dont know who the hell you are and ur being a cunt
x SkyWa1ker x [3:31 AM]:  i lick ur cunt for you
x SkyWa1ker x [3:31 AM]: 
u know u would love that right now
x SkyWa1ker x [3:31 AM]: 
who u kidding
no i'm really fine
x SkyWa1ker x [3:31 AM]:  ill make u better
 how about no
x SkyWa1ker x [3:32 AM]:  listen
x SkyWa1ker x [3:32 AM]: 
can u please leave me alone?
 can i leave YOU alone???
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]:  yea please
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]: 
thank you
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]: 
good bye
 i think that should be the other way around bitch
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]:  mmmlmm
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]: 
now ur making me hot
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]: 
lo;
x SkyWa1ker x [3:33 AM]: 
seriously
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]: 
please leave me alone
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]: 
thank you
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]: 
good bye
 whatever asshole
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]:  stop
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]: 
leave me alone
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]: 
PLEASE
 bitch please ur the one that IMed me
x SkyWa1ker x [3:34 AM]:  cus ur imed me the other day
 the hell i did ive never seen this SN before
x SkyWa1ker x [3:35 AM]:  oh shit
x SkyWa1ker x [3:35 AM]: 
i just realized i imed the wrong person
x SkyWa1ker x [3:35 AM]: 
im so sorry
x SkyWa1ker x [3:35 AM]: 
lol
 yeah ok...whatever
x SkyWa1ker x [3:36 AM]:  im so embarassed
x SkyWa1ker x [3:36 AM]: 
forgive me?
x SkyWa1ker x [3:36 AM]: 
please?
  no fuck off
x SkyWa1ker x [3:37 AM]:  leave me alone please
x SkyWa1ker x [3:38 AM]: 
thank you
x SkyWa1ker x [3:38 AM]: 
gotta go
x SkyWa1ker x [3:38 AM]: 
bye now
  cunt
x SkyWa1ker x [3:38 AM]:  stop
x SkyWa1ker x [3:38 AM]: 
bye
x SkyWa1ker x [3:38 AM]:  bye
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[01 Jul 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Kayla, now that she's found her fucking "soulmate", she doesn't even care that I exist.  She doesn't chill with me.  She doesn't call me.  She doens't even TRY to hang out or include me anymore.  So whatever.  I've tried.  I give up on her.
 
::Response::
     
   You give up on me really well news  flash I gave up on you a long ass time ago and now that you have totally pissed me off I will tell you why....
I gave up on you  because you  dont care about anyone but yourself everything has to be about you and if it isnt u bitch and complain Im sick of  that and all the bull shit  that you  bring to my life  I tried to be a friend  but when u constantly walk all over me and others like nitta well u fucking dont deserve friends  how you talk about us  walking all over u is bull shit we cant even get a word in edge wise  about shit actually effecting our adult lives. When you have graduated high school  and have a job then u can bitch but  until u act like an adult u will not be treated as one.....You have petty bullshit and I refuse to let you  bring  me down complaining about it and i refuse to let u get in between  me and cassie  its simple  u will not get sympathy  and u will not walk all over me or make me feel bad for being happy so kiss my fucking ass im done!
 
I have people who need me that deserve  for me to care about them because they are there when i need them you havent been  one of them .....So have a nice life
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Kicked Out [24 Jun 2005|11:17am]
[ mood | drained ]

Okay so I havent  wrote much in the journal but  as some of you  know i was booted form my house  tuesday  police escort and all so right now im bouncing around tuesday i went camping and slept  with my arms around my girl all night  and vise versa  and  poor cassie had to deal with my random break downs  that  night but im doing better  im  so exausted because of everything but my mom finally is caving a little and i have the car with me now to cart my  stuff  and me to places i stay  and beaner is  nice enough to let  me use her comp and  washer and stuff  my friends are awsome

Its  just Idk  things are so0o0o screwy and screwy as they come but oh well ill survive i just didnt really  like riding in the cop car and shit  but i cant write it all id be here all day and i have alot to do....

Today is mine and cassie  one month yay! im going to surprise her with something but i cant say what because  she reads this sometimes so im  off if  ur special and have my number call  me and cheer me up and  to all ahs grads congrads!

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Woot For Denny's [18 Jun 2005|02:00pm]
[ mood | loved ]

OKay so I cried hyseterically the last day of school  it was horrible i was weeping but doing okay untill christine went and said ITS THE END! and  i broke down and  cried and couldnt stop it was horrible  I had to go to Ciani's to regain myself only to cry again  at the end of 8 period ...But to make a  bad day better my girlfriend decided to play animal saver...

Hence why I had a baby hawk on my  lap in the car  she found him on the side of the road because the hawks mother kicked it out of the nest and it got a  concussion thats why it let  her touch it   she got it to a  lady who takes care of  injured birds after  i got to work and let me tell you it is s0o0o0o0o0o cute maybe ill put a pic up soon ......

Onto yet another subject  I have officially accomplished another thing on my  to do lis  so now I have been on a picnic and also to Dennys  because I have never been there till last night and they have really yummy food....Of course I accomplished  both these things with cassie and I loved doing both I love being with her I hate   having to leave after hanging  out were never together enough ahhhhh!....... 

I met some of Cassie's friends I felt important because she said that none of her exe's ever meet them  it makes me  feel totally special ......She makes me feel so good  and everything is right.......I couldnt bare leaving her last night my curfew was 12 I was home but stayed outside till 3am  in her car with her  it was fun  I could have slept  there and not thought twice about it  just as long as she was there too ......I really love her like wow  I bought her a celtic love knot ring to symbolize the love I have for her becuase it will never break .....

Im off now  to  update my blogs on myspace  LATER!

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Last Day [14 Jun 2005|12:45pm]
[ mood | feel like crying ]

OKay so this is the last day of high school ever! Omg  im so  scared and upset and wanna cry people keep giving me things  alot of my teachers and it makes me feel so good that they cared enough  to do it but sad that i wont seem them every day I hate the last day of the year and this is the worst one  ever! I love high school i dont wanna be  outside it  wtf is wrong with me! Life stinks everything does except  being with cassie she makes me feel so good  im going to stop now Love to all!

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Yummy [10 Jun 2005|11:06am]
[ mood | loved ]

Okay so im sitting in Demares and eating a wrap its pretty good  for a school wrap  it was kinda expensive but oh well its one of my last school lunches ::hypervenalates::  I am really scared about graduating I dont wanna I decided I wanna stay a high school student only because I hate change.  Not to mention the closer graduation gets the sadder I get  because my grandfather isnt here  to see me gradauate and he was one of the people i struggled so hard to gradaute for yea i worked for me but I wanted to show him I could do it he  had always been a  fighting force for me  so I have been struggling  with all of that  lately and wed. I was  in Casie car with her  and we let these two guys on harleys  out in front of us  andI was watching them and  one of the guys looked so much like my grandfather it  just hit me and I ended up crying out of no where I really miss him and they havent put his headstone in and it makes me mad  Idk im in a weird mood about all of that so onto something diff....

I hate work right nowhtye are going to work me to death because the girl im suppose to work with  hasnt showed hasnt called for 3 days  and we have no idea whats going on with her and it leaves all the work on me I close early because I cant  be there forver fucking cleaning bad enough i was there till 10 last night and shit didnt get done right and i feel bad for  cassie because she was the first person I called andshe had to hear me vent.....

I really love her she makes me feel totally content  and always makes me feel better when all i wanna do is scream . She was so good to me when I was crying so that after i felt like an asshole.

I really hate surprisesa and it seems everyone has one for me and its driving me insane cuz i dont do well  with  surprises.....

I miss my Tink!

I have to stop this is so rambled right now but i really felt like writing as i stuffed my face with food  chaio!

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PicNic Check! [04 Jun 2005|11:04am]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey all  so its official i can take   something of my lest of things to do this summer.....

I went on my first picnic  ever! I t was so awsome  Cassie and me went to coldspring  and had a picnic by the river  it was so relaxing and beautiful down there  no one bothered us down there   it was like we were in our own little world  and  after we ate we cuddlled oh how i love doing that having her arms around me and mine  around her  it the greatest feeling ever  cuz all thats wrong  or bothering me goes away and its just me and her. so we had the  best time and  we plan to go back at some point and go in the little shops....

The next thing to be accomplished is to go to dennys cuz oh yea im deprived.....

I also went to cassie high school she went to with her  I want their school  cuz they got  so much color and i go to a school with white walls how plain!

I have sun burn really bad im as red  as my shirt and it hurts! but it will turn into a nice tan so its worth the pain but i wish  someone was here  to help me  but shit on it  cuz its on my back and  none of my family is here :(

I really love cassie  she makes me really happy everything thats  on my mind goes away if in with her   :) anyway time to stop rambling ill write more later peace! 

 

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